Zoe Saldaña is having a ball this awards season. After spending what seemed like forever starring in the biggest movies in the world (the Star Trek franchise, of course. What did you think we meant?), she’s knee deep in her first major awards season with Emilia Pérez and loving every minute of it. She won the Golden Globe for Best Supporting Actress – Motion Picture on January 5, and she was a tearful, beautiful mess onstage. “I have dyslexia, so I tend to forget when I’m really anxious, and I’m filled with adrenaline, but my heart is full of gratitude,” she said at the beginning of her speech, before thanking “Selena and Karla and Jack and all of my fellow nominees.” “I experienced this kind of magic on the set of Emilia Pérez,” she told the crowd. It’s the kind of thing that makes you glad awards season exists. Then, you remember the insane gift bags and get resentful again.